After a tumultuous year spent in the dark abyss, unaware of the energy that was constantly sucked out, it finally dawned on me that I have been floating in a sad and depressive limbo. Somehow time was passing by and with every promise made there were ten solutions to fix it when broken. For every application there were two months of laying around, and for every excuse there was sadness. As the weeks were quickly passing the pile of words was increasing while the pile of action was dwindling down to getting out of bed, on a good day.
September came and there I was-and still am- happy, smiling, motivated, and excited for the future. Something changed, I have no idea what but something pushed me to once again join society as an active member. Whatever it is that happened before, whatever it is that was going through my mind and soul had changed. The cloud was lifted.
The funny part of this is that it only took a wrecked car, a wrecked relationship, and time-lots of it- for the sun to brilliantly shine on me once again.
Boy, do things have a funny way of resolving themselves or what?
